Tuesday, 29 March 2011

WELSH INDIAN, MASTERCHEF & MASTERMIND

This last week has had some fun times and some sad times.
    First the sad. We went to a ceremony at the Crematorium for the final remains, or as the funeral director described it, a final 'slice' of my old friend Nagu Rao, who died last April and whom I wrote about then. Her husband had been waiting for her final remains to be returned from the Coroner before he could perform the necessary Hindu rituals required and make the obligatory journey to India a year after her death. There were four of us attending. The main funeral had been huge, then after the cremation he had divided her ashes. Some he took to South India, where from a small boat with a priest and another in the confluence of two rivers he managed to release those ashes in what seemed like an Indian black comedy variation of  'Three Men in a Boat.'  The rest he released into the Taff near Llandaff Cathedral. Nagu saw herself as a Welsh Indian, so this seemed perfectly fitting.
       Because we'd been away in Mexico at the time, we had not been able to say our goodbyes, so this time Raj got us fully involved. He recited and chanted Hindu hymns, and ragas that Nagu had composed and sung herself, which she recorded on U Tube. As all religion was equal in her eyes and she loved all things spiritual there were also Catholic pieces.We read pieces about her in English and Welsh and sang a Welsh hymn, 'Calon Lan' (Clean Heart). We sprinkled water from the Ganges, meridian, turmeric, Basmati rice and Freesias onto her casket. When the time to place her casket into the oven, Raj lit the candle, and stood alone looking through the spy hole as Nagu's last remains ignited. He told us that it was forbidden to cry as we were supposed to be joyful that she was on her journey. Where she was going only she and God knows, but as we all fought back our tears, I tried to bring my last memory of her to mind; In the Garth woods, wearing a red hat under a mass of black curly hair, a sari, warm cardigan and boots, giggling and enjoying each moment we were together despite the pain she was always in. I will really miss her.
    The good news was our trip up to North Yorkshire to see friends I'd first met 41 years ago. Despite parental misgivings on both sides, Richard, a VSO married his sweetheart, Sasti and brought her home from Indonesia to the north of England to live. The beginning was very tough but she adapted amazingly. She won her mother-in-law's respect by being able to prepare game pie, cook pheasant, rabbit and pigeon for dinner, bake wonderful cakes, and produce two beautiful children.  Richard is a teacher with a razor sharp intellect, great knowledge and a very generous heart. We nickname them Masterchef and Mastermind.
    Old friends are like precious gems.  We can lose their sparkle at any time. Pay them attention. The absence of their light makes our life a lot less interesting and far less fun.

Friday, 18 March 2011

KEEPERS

Last night we went to see a play at the Welsh Millennium Centre, called 'Keepers', devised and performed by The Plasticine Men.
     It is based on a true story set in 1801, aboard a lighthouse far off the West Welsh coast in a wild area known as The Smalls. The story is about the claustrophobic relationship between Thomas Howell and Thomas Griffith, the two keepers. Both eventually go mad. The subsequent result was that lighthouses were never again manned by only two keepers, but by a team of three.
     It was a very physical piece of theatre with minimum props: a ladder, a trap door and two chairs. With the aid of live music and sound effects you could really imagine you were watching action happening inside and outside the lighthouse. Performances were energetic and committed, although at times accents moved with the waves from Rhondda to Tipperary. The ending wasn't clear. It was only in the 'after show' talk that I realised that one keeper had hoisted the other one, dead, up the flag pole.  More moments of stillness between frenetic scenes of keeping the light going would have given more clarity and insight. Perhaps, if they'd been a writer bringing together the actors' improvisations, adding sub text and slowing down the pace at times, this would have helped produce a more moving piece.
    I have always had a fascination with lighthouses and lighthouse keepers. I guess there's a kind of romantic curiosity and nostalgia about their lives.  I once met a lighthouse keeper on Fair Isle. He didn't have to go far from home-perhaps a mile down the road. He also had other jobs which he did in between his shifts, such as selling lobsters and being a fire warden. It wasn't very long ago when the lighthouse was automated and his post made redundant. When we met him he was piloting the boat from Sumburgh on Shetland down to Fair isle. He let me fulfill a lifetime ambition: sit in his seat and pretend that I was taking us home over the choppy waves back to the mainland.  Who knows, if I'd met him a few years earlier he might have let me share a shift in his light house?

Wednesday, 16 March 2011

SCRIPT CAFE WELCOMES BACK KIT LAMBERT

Last night was the third Tuesday in the month, so it had to be Pontardawe Script Cafe. The speaker was Kit Lambert, a playwright and poet, who's recently adapted Gullivers Travels for Hijinx Theatre.
    The aim of the workshop was to look at a short story written by one of our members, Hillary Wickers, called 'The Brown Cardboard Suitcase', and see how it might be adapted for the stage. It is a story about a child who faced constant rejection but who remained positive and who was able to turn adversity into adventure through the use of her vivid imagination. Kit guided us through a number of questions about the piece and helped us pull out key themes and moments of drama. We tried to visualise aspects of the story on stage. That produced an interesting dynamic between those of us who see imagery symbolically and those who are more literal.  As a result some exciting ideas emerged for staging and set design.
    Kit had also asked us to all bring a memento from our childhood. Many of us were children in the 1950's and our mementos reflected this. One member had brought a complete bus conductor's outfit with a ticket holder and hat that looked far too big for a child; another brought a cat her mother had made from bits of her security blanket that had been sliced up by her nice brother and sister. I brought a black and white photo of myself aged about seven that has a cigarette burn all along one side.  I often wonder how the photo got that burn. Good material for a story, eh?

Friday, 11 March 2011

TOILETS,MOBILES & MUSIC

The week didn't start well. On Monday as I tried to go to the toilet while giving an obsessive last minute shine to the caravan sink, plop! went my mobile phone into the loo. I can tell you retrieving it wasn't one of my finer moments and despite modern technology the whole thing was damaged beyond repair: telephone numbers lost, notes for poems, photos and videos of country walks gone, my memory bank down the pan. At least the sim card is ok, so I can still use the number.
     I got some interesting comments from friends, who I hadn't told what I'd being doing when I dropped it, and made their own assumptions based on personal experiences. One friend said it was the best place for a mobile phone and he wished his students would do the same with theirs, another told me it was my own fault if I was toilet texting, and another that next time I should try not to be sick beforehand.
     The day got better as in the evening we started African drumming classes with the Forte School of Music. Classes take place in a new art cafe, 'Umber & Sienna' in Taffs Well. Eleven hopefuls sat round in a circle with our charming young tutor who coaxed and encouraged us to bang our drums. It was like being in kindergarden again as some of us just could not resist drumming when we were supposed to be listening.
     Earlier that weekend at our local cinema, we watched a live broadcast of 'Carmen', from the Royal Opera House. It was in French but there were sub titles. I can never understand what opera singers are singing in English. I thought performers in crowd scenes would be singing something profound, only to find they were describing themselves walking around the square. I love the idea of doing that in real life:  singing a description of myself washing up or cleaning the sink while actually doing it.  If I'd been doing that on Monday in the van loo, I wonder how my song would have gone?
     Pity not more people know about these live broadcasts of theatre and opera to local cinemas. I have only ever seen one live opera in my life and that was years ago. These broadcasts open up opportunities for people outside of London who can't afford the ticket price or who wouldn't normally attend live productions to experience something different. Sitting in a half empty cinema, wearing dark glasses(the performance was in 3D), unwrapping noisy sweets and humming along to the tune of the Toreador's song was certainly a different experience to being part of the dignified audience at the Opera House.
     On Tuesday we went to see the film,'Patagonia' . It's two intertwining stories: one of an elderly Argentinian woman, who comes to Wales to find the farm that her mother worked on before she emigrated to Patagonia in 1927. The other story is of a Welsh photographer, who with his girlfriend goes to Patagonia to photograph the Welsh chapels. The love interest is heightened by Matthew Rhys, who plays the role of a guide to the couple. The film is in Spanish, Welsh and English. Marc Evans, who Rhys taught art to many years ago, directs. The cinematography is beautiful and the landscape of the plains and mountains of Patagonia evocative and romantic. Wales looks luscious and green in contrast. However, we felt that although the story was quite moving the film is rather too safe somehow and lacks edge.
     Last night for the first time since Mexico we went to a classical guitar recital at the Royal Welsh College of Music and Drama. Two professional performers, a Greek boy, Dimitris Dekavellas and an ex-RWCMD student, Hayley Savage gave superb performances. Hayley composed a piece called 'Double Helix', using the molecular structure of DNA as building blocks for notes in the piece. She also composed and performed a piece 'Throwing the Dice', based on the number six:-six strings on the guitar, six sides to the dice. She build up the notes by random throws. I know nothing about the theory of making music but the idea seems awesome, complex and a huge challenge. The performances were breathtaking. But my favourite was their performance of a tango suite by a Latin American composer, Astor Piazzolla. It took me back to a almost a year ago, when we were in San Miguel de Allende in Central Mexico, listening to the duo 'Confluenza'. There's something about that music which for me touches the very essence of what it is to be human.  I guess some might call it soul.

Saturday, 5 March 2011

THE WRITERS' SPACE

This morning I attended an event for writers at Chapter Arts Centre in Cardiff. The idea was that of Simon Harris and Carys Shannon of 'Lucid', 'a new artist resource with a curiosity for what's possible'.     They provided an open space where writers could have conversations in areas that interested them. About thirty odd writers attended. There was no set agenda, just three themes:the writer and the process, the path to production, and the profession. We were invited to write our questions on post-it notes and join others who might be interested in having a conversation around one question. The law of 'two feet' applied. If you felt you weren't contributing or getting anything out of a conversation you could move on to the next conversation, and when conversations ran out of steam the event was over. 'When it's over it's over.'
    I joined a group that discussed the challenge of serious writers getting work read and heard, getting feedback and getting work staged.
      Matilde from Wales' National Theatre(WNT), joined our conversation. She suggested we go out into the market place, where people shop, at a regular weekly time, and perform our work in progress. Shoppers will give you their opinions. .  .yeah, but can we take it? What are our inhibitions and fears? She encouraged us to use social networks to find directors and actors who we could collaborate with. We told her how confusing we found the WNT's website. She told us that WNT are interested in ideas for plays, not scripts of written plays that we'd labored over. They commission work.  So, send in our ideas . . .
       I met a young woman called Bambo Soyinka, who is going to set up a storytellers group on the seven ages of women and is looking for a woman to represent each age.
       Simon Harris listened politely to me talk about Pontardawe Script Cafe.  It appears there was such an animal in Cardiff at one time, but it's not met up for some time. Then he spoke about Action Learning Sets (He's in an Arts Manager ALS), and how we might go about setting one up. He gave a clear message that we have to take responsibility for our ideas and left us with the question, 'What would it have to take to make our idea happen?'  
       I went over to Alan Harris, who led the Sherman's new writing course and started a conversation with him. I asked him when we'd be getting feedback on the plays we submitted to Sherman as part of the deal. He's not involved but said he'd have a word with Sian Summers, the Literary Manager, who set the course up.
        I had another conversation with Oth, a professional writer of radio and stage plays, from the Writers Guild, who told me things are very difficult for writers at present because there's so little funding. I should find people who'd be prepared to perform my work and get my name known (like Adam Timms had done and whose work I wrote about earlier in the year).
       I decided that it was over for me although there was still an afternoon session of conversations and action plans. I guess the bottom line is I'm not sure how much effort I'm prepared to put into organising the very group that I need to take my work forward in Cardiff.  I wonder how many of us feel the same?
       It was an interesting morning and I met some committed and frustrated writers. However, for now, I count myself lucky to have members of Pontardawe Script Cafe to share work with and get feedback from. And I don't have to take up a spot in the market-for now anyway!

Friday, 4 March 2011

LONDON CALLING

I was born and bred in London but Wales has been home for 32 years. In the early days of being here I longed for London life. In those days it took about four hours by car to get there, but it could have easily have been Paris or Rome. It seemed such a long way away from here-geographically, culturally and psychologically. Nowadays, it feels different. It's still the same distance, it takes about three hours, but the frequent Megabus that goes directly from Cardiff to Victoria makes it even a do-able day trip that costs about five pounds each way. I now do it a few times a year.  I enjoy it enormously, but as a tourist might.    We usually gorge on as much 'culture' as we can, like people who've been on a strict diet for a long time. This weekend we made the trip, staying with our old friend in Hackney.
    We visited three exhibitions (Rhys did four):The British Watercolour Exhibition at Tate Britain, British Sculpture Exhibition at the Royal Academy, War Artists at the Imperial War Museum, and Rhys visited Images of Nature at the Natural History Museum. We went to the Barbican Theatre to see 'The Blue Dragon', a technical spectacle, directed by Robert Lepage, in French Canadian, Chinese and English. We saw the Coen Brothers film, 'True Grit' with Jeff Bridges, Matt Damon and the brilliant young Josh Brolin. We had dinner with friends, dinner at an Italian restaurant, and I had lunch with a friend who I've known since primary school- 58 years ago!
      My historical associations with London are still very important to me. But this morning on this sharp Spring day, as I look out on the hazy Garth and Graig Mountains, I'm glad I live here and not there.

Saturday, 19 February 2011

PONTARDAWE SCRIPT CAFE OPEN MIKE NIGHT

On Tuesday was the monthly meeting of Script Cafe. This month was open mike night. Seven writers put forward scripts. The task was to write a five minute dialogue between two people. The setting could be at a bus stop, in a supermarket, or anywhere the writer fancied. Each script was read, feedback was given, and actors improvised exercises to help the writer flesh out sub text, inner conflict and character in their piece.  We are becoming better at giving constructive and critical feedback, but this is an area we wish to develop.
       Below is my little piece, set in a small plane. The characters, Jen, a middle-aged English woman and Mickey, a young New Zealander are harnessed together, about to do a skydive.


In Tandem

Two people, Mickey and Jen are harnessed together, one behind the other, in a small aeroplane, about to do a sky dive over Lake Wanaka, New Zealand


Jen                        I feel sick

Mickey                       That’s normal

Jen                         I’m not sure why I’ve signed up for this

Mickey                       Chill out, it’ll be a breeze

Jen                         It seemed like a good idea at the time.  That Macmillan nurse was so persuasive

Mickey                      You doing this for charity?

Jen                         Yes

Mickey                      Good for you

Jen                        There’s no way you’d get me jumping out of a plane for pleasure.

Mickey                       Just wait

Jen                        It’s the waiting that’s been the problem

Mickey                        Once you you’re out there, fast falling

Jen                        I haven’t slept for the past week

Mickey                         You feel the G force

Jen                        It was all Lee’s idea at first

Mickey                         Lee’s the Macmillan nurse, yeah?

Jen                        No. Lee’s my daughter

Mickey                         Ah!

Jen                        She’s fourteen. We were supposed to be doing this together

Mickey                        Did she back out?

Jen                        She said it would take my mind off things

Mickey                        It’s often the brave ones who freak out at the last minute

Jen                        About the cancer

Mickey                        Does she have cancer?

Jen                        Lord, no!  Well, not that we know of

Mickey                        That’s good. (pause) Hey, look out the window, you can see

Jen                        I’d rather not

Mickey                        Look, the pavillion. It looks tiny, doesn’t it?

Jen                        I’d rather not

Mickey                        Well, you’re missing great views of the lake

Jen                        I’m afraid of water

Mickey                        But you can swim?

Jen                        Well, if you can call doggy-paddle swimming.

Mickey                        Cos if we come down in water

Jen                        You’re a great help, Mickey

Mickey (laughs)  Just pulling your leg. We’re not going to come down in water.

Jen                        I certainly hope not

Mickey                        Look at the mountains then –aren’t they beautiful with the light on them?

Jen                        We seem very close

Mickey                        No worries. The pilot’s had his licence for at least (pause) a week

Jen                        A week! Your literature said your pilots were all very experienced

Mickey(laughs)You are uptight, aren’t you?

Jen                        You Kiwis have a strange sense of humour. If I could see your face

Mickey                        Yeah, this talking to the back of your head malarkey, isn’t the politest

Jen                        We’re a ‘carcinogenic’ family, you see

Mickey                        Sorry?

Jen                        My Dad had lung cancer

Mickey                        You doing it for him, then?

Jen                        He died some years ago

Mickey            (looking out the window)            Mmm

Jen                        My Mum and her sister, my aunty Cath, had breast cancer

Mickey                        That’s rotten luck

Jen                        And her daughter, my cousin Rachel

Mickey                        Is your Mum, er?

Jen                        No, it was caught in time. She’s had the all clear for nearly five years.

Mickey                        That’s good news

Jen                        Well, yes, I suppose. What's that noise?


Mickey                       It's the engine


Jen                        It is ok, isn't it? (pause) It's so loud. I can hardly hear my own voice

Mickey                        Come on, cheer up!


Jen                       What did you say? I didn't catch it


Mickey                       I SAID CHEER UP!

Jen                        Ah Yes, you’re right.  I need to remain positive. This is a once in a lifetime experience

Mickey                        Nah. Once you’ve done it, you’ll want to do it again and again

Jen                        I don’t think so

Mickey                        Need to start getting ready

Jen                        Ooh! I’ve got butterflies


Mickey                        So have I!


Jen                        What's that smell?


Mickey                       Sorry, Jen. I've been trying to hold it in, but

Jen                        But you’ve done this loads of times before, right?


MIckey                       when I'm a bit nervous, I get


Jen                         I know, flatulent. (pause) I've been praying I wouldn't embarress myself

Mickey                        I have done a number of skydives, yeah

Jen                        That’s not what I asked

Mickey                        I wasn’t going to tell you           

Jen                        Speak up! I can't hear you


Mickey                        I said, I WASN'T GOING TO TELL YOU


Jen                        This is another idea of a joke, yes?

Mickey                        Well, no actually, Jen

Jen                        Great!

Mickey                        You’ll be fine, don’t worry

Jen                        What about you?

Mickey            (gulps)            It’s my first as an instructor

Jen                        And you’re feeling nervous?

Mickey                        So, who is it you’re doing this for, Jen?

Jen                        Don’t avoid the question, Mickey

Mickey                        Come on, the pilot is motioning us to get near the door.   Not so fast!

Jen (mutters)         The noise. It's even worse. I'm shaking (Speaks up) It’s all right, Mickey

Mickey                        It was Nath’s first time when

Jen                        Maybe now’s not the right time to be thinking about

Mickey                        I know I shouldn’t be telling you this

Jen                        No, Mickey. Come on. It helps to focus on your breathing  (pause) Nice and slow now

Mickey                        The parachute didn’t open and

Jen                        We don’t have to do it. We can stop. In fact

Mickey                        No, we’re doing it.  Come on

(They slide together towards the open door.)

                       
Jen                        Chin up, Mickey? Deep breath!

Mickey                        Just before they reached the ground he flipped himself over so he got the impact of the fall

Jen                        and saved his partner?

Mickey                        Yeah

Jen                        Look, Mickey, the sheep look like grains of rice

Mickey                        but he was my best mate and he died for

Jen                        You’re going to be fine.

Mickey                        But

Jen                        No buts. I saw how you checked and re-checked the equipment

Mickey                        Thanks, Jen

Jen                        Come on Mickey, that’s enough,  LET’S    DO     IT!

(Throws herself and Mickey out of the plane)

Mickey & Jen together     AAAAAAHHHH!



Janet Daniel
Jan 2011




                       






FESTEN THE CELEBRATION

Last night was a filthy night, rain and wind lashing. I was having second thoughts about going out to the theatre. But the tickets were booked, and the play, an adaptation by David Eldridge, who was my tutor on the Arvon course, lured me out.  How glad I was that I hadn't missed it!
     The play is a dramatisation of a Dogme film and original play by Thomas Vinterberg, Mogens Rukov and Bo hr.Hansen. A family meet for the father's 60th birthday celebration meal in their grand home. There had been four grown up children, including a set of twins. One of the twins had recently died. During the meal the family re-enact surreal and racist songs from their childhood, eat and retell stories from the past.  Christian, the other twin gets up to give a speech. He tells the family that his father had consistently raped and sexually assaulted him and his sister when they were children. There is no response from the family, who go on with their meal.  They sing, dance and tell jokes, but responses slowly emerge. Christian is vilified as a fantasist. Then, a letter from the dead sister is read out. She has taken her own life because of her sexual abuse. The atmosphere changes and the father is eventually forced out of the family home.
      I think what makes the play work so well is that we see in real time a process that happens in many families when one member is accused of sexual abuse- shock, disbelief, anger at the victim, distraction, the questioning of collusion, anger at the perpetrator, sadness, loss, and the life the family thought they had is exposed as a lie.
      The direction and use of space, by Jamie Garvin, one of the original founders of Spectacle Theatre, was excellent. The set design and original music produced a sumptuous and menacing atmosphere. This was a Royal Welsh College of Music and Drama production, acted by students. The quality of each performance was very high.  I highly recommend the play. Last night was sold out. Tonight is the final night. I hope you can catch it.

Tuesday, 15 February 2011

GET INTO YOUR OWN LIFE!

On Saturday, as part of my professional association's accreditation requirements, (I'm a counsellor/psychotherapist, when I'm not writing)) I attended a course on teaching clients to use mindfulness skills.
      Mindfulness means paying attention in a particular way, taking control of your thoughts rather than allowing them to be in control of you. It's the opposite of being on auto-pilot or absent-minded. It is about trying to live fully in the moment, not the past or the future, to get fully into your own life by savoring all the sensations of the here and now. It is about being rather than doing. Sound easy?
      I've been trying to practise and finding it's very hard.  This morning I've been trying to focus on writing a play adaptation of a short story I wrote a couple of years ago, called 'The Unmade Bed,' and my mind is all over the place. It's in Pontardawe and what I should be preparing for Script Cafe this evening, in a dream I had last night, where an image of a very old boyfriend appeared wearing a blue velvet jacket, with a friend who's in hospital with a suspected heart attack, another who's looking after a relative with cancer, what I'm going to eat for lunch, the rain outside, sending my cousin an email, a staffing issue with a charity I'm a trustee for, a friend's dog, going or not going out for a walk, my son's life plans, and in 1965, when my play is set.  I  think I may just have to do a bit more practice!

Friday, 4 February 2011

SOHO THEATRE & VERITY BARGATE AWARD

Today, I attended a playwriting workshop run by the Soho Theatre and the Sherman. The intention was to promote the Verity Bargate Playwriting Competition. I've found it difficult to find out much about her, other than she was an actress and a writer, a theatre producer and presumably a founder of the Soho Theatre, born in 1940 and died in 1981.
      The workshop was very much an introduction to creating plays, developing characters, language and a landscape for your piece. The facilitator did an interesting exercise to help us remember language from our past. We were asked to stand in an imagined map of the UK where Cardiff was at the centre of the universe ( a kind of Mappa Mundi)  and then go and place ourselves in the place where we were born-in my case South London-and to recall a word or phrase from that time and place. Mine was my mother's voice,
   "Get your head out of that biscuit tin, you're like a bleedin' gannet." I was probably 14.
      Then, we were asked to stand where our parents hailed from and then our grandparents, trying to recall language from that time. We handed our chosen phrase to our neighbour and prompted by lots of questions of our characters, such as "What smell calms you?"(old leather). "What's your secret?"(He's afraid of butterflies) "What small thing do you have in your pocket?"(a betting slip), we built up a character. I'd been given 'Raggy-bone' by my neighbour and it was difficult not to produce a piece about a Steptoe stereotype.
       My neighbour didn't share with me how she'd developed my catchphrase. She did ask me what a gannet was, though.
  
     We've still got our Christmas light up. I thought we'd wait for the Celtic feast of Imbolc, February 2nd, when the light returns. But, it's so gloomy I think the tree (a few branches of red Dogwood with lights and silver balls) may stay up for some time. The pot is already sprouting crocuses!